24 June 44 BCE: To Atticus (at Rome) from Cicero (at Tusculum)
Cicero still hasn't fully made up his mind to leave Italy
I am strangely tormented, and yet not in any pain; but so many contradictory thoughts about my journey occur to me. ‘How much longer will this continue?’ you say. For as long as I remain undecided about it—so, until I board the ship.
If Pansa replies to any letters, I shall send you my letter along with his. I am waiting for Silius; I have written up a draft for him. Write to me if there is any news. I have sent a letter to Brutus; if you know anything about his journey, please let me know.
Read Ad Atticum 15.23 in Latin here | Check the glossary here