Terentia thanks you often and forcefully.1 I am very glad for this. I am alive—in utter misery—and worn out by the magnitude of my pain.
I don’t know what to write to you. If you are in Rome, you can no longer catch up with me; but if you are on the road, then when you have caught up with me we will say what needs to be said face to face.
I only beg you: since you have always loved me for myself, please keep loving me the same way; for I am the same man. My enemies have deprived me of my possessions, not of my self.
Take care of your health. Sent April 6th, at Thurii.
Latin text of Cic. Att. 3.5 | Glossary
Terentia was Cicero’s wife. She stayed in Rome while he was exiled, but they communicated by letter. I assume she was thanking Atticus for preventing Cicero from killing himself.
“please keep loving me the same way, for i am the same man” okay? wailing